Just What I Needed VI

So the other Longmont spine doctor named Dr. Smith wanted to do some injections to isolate where the pain is coming from – after I told him.  Multiple times – along with a rehash of everything else for the umpteenth time.  I didn’t bother asking him to explain how making the pain go away with anesthetics and steroids would better help find it.  That just seemed a bit too insulting to both of us.  Ineffective and unnecessary diagnostics appear to be an important bottom-line booster.  Gerlach got x-rays.  This gentleman gets paid only for another useless office visit, despite trying to get more x-rays and some injections.  Seriously?  You could cut the diagnostically bereft dishonesty coming out of this guy’s mouth with a knife.

Seeing the overall healthcare picture from this perspective is disturbing.  It’s probably the biggest reason why I like the VA – they are certainly not in it for the money – but that engenders other issues.  In any event, apparently patients are not the best source of information about their maladies these days, regardless of who is writing their doctor’s paycheck.  My view of doctors is dimming at an alarming rate – probably normal for someone my age.  They are after all, just people.

And I have no problem with people making mistakes.  The problem comes when they don’t own up to it, followed by lies of deceit and omission.  This one particular mess of a therapeutic misadventure is now becoming clear.  They let little things slip from time-to-time.  Smith knows or at least knows of Park.  They also seem to know they have a problem, and it’s not my back injury.  Stalling probably works in most of these cases, just not this time.  This type of dishonesty appearing to be an acceptable course of action is stunning, to me.  How naive I must be.  Orthopedic surgery outcomes like this are a not uncommon occurrence, so they just try to ride it out, hoping the patient gets better?  How many more doctors do I need to tell I still haven’t recovered from the January surgery?  Next up:  MKS on the 1st.

Maybe I turn up with some morbid complication?  Depending on what turns up in other areas, they better hope I don’t need another surgery because of this.  If I find out they knew about it and were just trying to wait me out, I’m thinking max-dollar tort against the government.  That’s how it’s gonna go if we find some REAL bullshit going on.

The only thing I can prove right now is they knew about it for sure in June – if anybody was paying attention.  There’s strong indication in the record they should have known about it in January, right after the surgery.  Patients aren’t the only ones signing release forms.  Probably not even worth it after the state, feds, hospital and lawyers get their cut.  I’m sure there are legal time limits well-aligned with the delays.

Reminds Me of Melissa

We’d been back from Germany less than a year when early one afternoon, our Sq CC stopped by the section and instructed Captain Mears to send me downstairs to talk with the SA’s and find out what was going on. eMail had been spotty and slow all morning, people were getting pissed, and 21Net administration was seeking outside help.

After poking around for a few minutes, I told the boss down there they needed to shut it down. He said “we can’t do that without the base commander’s permission!” I replied “OK, you can either do it and start the clean-up now, or wait and try to find out how long it takes to clean the entire 14 terbaytes in the NAS eMail store – your call.”

NCAA Div.III Little East

…Will belong to Plymouth State in the Women’s Volleyball category this season.  Yesterday they extended their lead to 12-1, cruising to a 3-1 victory over Regis, with Francie leading the attack.  Keene State is the only other team even remaining in contention, at 10-3:

 

Just What I Needed V

The long slog through numerous failed attempts at getting my VA-Inflicted back injury treated was a foregone conclusion nobody was ever going to tell me about.  Of course my IRIS complaint inquiries were probably investigated, at least to some extent – none of the findings of which (if any) were ever communicated to me.  And thus the cover-up began in earnest at that time, with the following utterance:  “Dr. Park doesn’t work here anymore.”

Interesting.  I don’t recall ever asking if he did, or if I could see him again, because frankly it would have been a bit uncomfortable.  But that was the 1st thing Brinkis said to me as we walked into his exam room.  Scary to think, but it’s probably just a stock response to this sort of routine issue.  I kinda doubt suspected bad doctors just get fired and that’s the end of it.   Seems rather presumptuous to believe a stranger like me is really that stupid, but I guess that’s the preferred approach.   I was actually quite well impressed with Dr. Park, from what little interaction I had with him, and suspect the only thing he may be guilty of is inexperience.  Whether or not anyone actually knew or realized what happened to me that day became basically irrelevant once the systematic denial and mistreatment began shortly after the surgery.

So I’ll take a liberal tack and investigate the investigation starting with several FOIA requests.  I wonder if a smoking gun of malfeasance on my case turns up at the new Aurora VA facility.  What happened to me is incontrovertibly recorded in official VA medical records.  VA’s response to that information remains highly dubious.  Brinkis’ consult written for “lower back pain”  not “L4-5 annular tear”  was useless.  Under the circumstances, I presently believe everybody knows what the problem is – they just refuse to diagnose it, hoping I’ll get better and go away.  So referral to the outside providers was met with nothing but reference to chronic low back pain, despite my clear, detailed description of the symptoms not being chronic, with acute pain from that one, single spot.  All Gerlach did was improperly collect a co-pay and some x-ray fees, none of which was legitimate, because I don’t do copays, he did nothing, and the VA imaging I carried with me on a CD was higher resolution anyway.  He was just collecting money.

I’ll be trying to get a 2nd opinion with the bad consult on the 24th with a different spine doctor.  There will be no x-rays, or detailed diagnostic interview.  They will either order an L-4-5 discogram, or our visit will be quite awkward and brief.  Then, depending on that outcome, I will re-tell the whole story to a VA PT doctor once again on the 1st.  My new Primary Care Provider was initially scheduled for the 27th.  They got sick, then see below.  That would have happened yesterday, but they had to reschedule due to an administrative SNAFU.  For me at least, it’s gotten to a point with the VA, to where I just expect delay and screw-ups.  All I ever wanted was to know what happened and get my back fixed.  This is what I am dealing with in terms of VA scheduling:

I’m pretty sure somebody will eventually end up going in there to clean it up, because it’s in the 3rd or 4th different stage of whatever it’s doing and definitely getting worse – “festering” would be the layman’s term.  Only questions are how to find an interested Dr. and how much further damage ensues over this lengthy course of mistreatment.  Starting to look like all of 2019 is down the proverbial tubes for me.

(Late Update 09/19) Almost on cue, I got a call from the Loveland Clinic this afternoon to re-schedule yet again.  Story was, Denver input the PC change wrong.  So they re-scheduled the appointment with the wrong doctor last week, then fixed that yesterday and re-scheduled again – each time getting further away. LATE UPDATE 20231220: Upon review, I am now certainly convinced they knew exactly what was going on – just performing the cover-up.

America is not So Different

Consider the background leading up to current political climates in the U.S. and Afghanistan.  A long insurgent war, the longest ever in fact, has brought us to a stalemate.  Perhaps the lesson to be learned is there ultimately never really was any point to it.  The forces of fundamentalist religion are the common denominator, and the situation is the same here as it is in the ‘Stan.  The fight against oppression and racism will continue as long as religious zealots band together proclaiming their superiority over others.  Rational people should consider the fools pushing abortion, LGBTQ and similar issues from churches across the U.S. as just a western arm of the Taliban.

With economic incentive to continue, the story will not change.  Religion is fighting humanity.  Everything doesn’t need to be a money-making proposition.  How long will it take to figure this shyt out?  Will we ever?

5712 Summer

Some of these pics were more “mid-summer” from a month or so ago.  Most are pond shots, probably because playing with that has been where I spend alot of time lately.  Just sitting and looking at it is the biggie, because I’ve been hurt pretty bad all year now with this back injury.  January 8th, 2019 was the day life as I knew it, was over.

Why Don't the Govt. Mutherfuckers Ban Cigarettes, Too?

…Because that might cut into somebody’s bottom line, just like the Sucklers were permitted to spend decades sucking the life out of opiate addicts.  But hey, gotta keep the tobacco companies going, so let ’em slide!  50-some-thousand people a year die from smoking-related illness for fuck’s sake and you don’t see any scare stories about that leading the evening news.  Let’s just overlook the simple fact that the whole vaping phenomenon, whether it is Cannabis, Nicotine, Flavoring or any other thing you may point to – exists solely to keep the tobacco companies in business.  

So what are they doing now?  Ramping up overseas marketing and sales.  What the fuck – gotta get money somewhere.  Might as well focus on the poorest people who cannot resist or fight back.  Ever wonder why the U.S. is so widely despised the world over?  Might it have anything to do with our penchant for exporting greed, violence and death?  Ya think?

Lower Octaves Complete

Sound upgrade in the garage was accomplished last week with the addition of a JTR Captivator 212.  It’s a Pro Series mid-bass unit, with a heavy steel grill, SpeakOn connectors and thick, truck bed liner finish – perfect for the work environment.  It runs on a Dayton SA-1000 amp pushing a thousand watts of chest-thumping bass.  I expect a patio speaker upgrade to be the last step in completing the stereo systems for the time being.

We bought those SRT-220’s on the garage shelf used in Germany 20 years ago and they still sound great.  The Infinity’s under the eaves out back paired with that little sub are still good as well.  The old Kenwood integrated amp was replaced with the Carver unit because the speaker switching function failed.  It soldiered on with a power-protect glitch after the lightning strike last year, but I knew it was on it’s last legs.

Another Niteshot Comparo

Inside this time – pretty easy to see the flash in the 2nd shot.  I can see much greater detail on zoom, but the brightness delta is the most obvious.  Starting to wonder if this tech involves some sort of flash management, at least in part.

Some parts of the flash pic actually seem to have better detail on initial inspection, in my eye.

Mom's Killin' it Too!

The Air Force used to pay me to do this kind of stuff, but apparently it’s now a recreational/sports thing: